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Remaja tampan dengan kulit gelap dan tubuh montok yang menggoda, bahagia dalam tawa dan bahagia dalam tangis.Belum beristri tapi sudah berkeluarga, baik hati, tidak sombong, walaupun kadang suka membuang sampah sembarangan.Anak baik yang sedang mengejar mimpi.

Senin, 16 Januari 2012

THE SCRIPT - FOR THE FIRST TIME

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While I'm drinking Jack all alone in my local bar and we don't know how
How we got into this mad situation, only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work, but, man, these times are hard

She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time
I got a new job now on the unemployment line and we don't know how
How we got into this mess, is it God's test? Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best
Trying to make things work, but, man, these times are hard

But we're gonna stop by drinking our cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

She's in line at the dole with her head held high
While I just lost my job but didn't lose my pride, and we both now how
How we're going to make it work when it hurts, when you pick yourself up you get kicked to the dirt
Tryin' to make it work, but, man, these times are hard

But we're gonna start by drinking our cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night, doing things we haven't for a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

Drinking our cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

For the first time
Oh, for the first time
Yeah, for the first time
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me, baby
Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me, baby

Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me, baby
Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me, baby

FIVE FOR FIGHTING - SUPERMAN (IT'S NOT EASY)

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird…I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won’t you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away…away from me
It’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

i'm only a man in a funny red sheet
i'm only a man looking for her dream
i'm only a man in a funnny red sheet

It's not easy to be me.


A ROCKET TO MOON - LIKE WE USED TO

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets

If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to "Purple Rain"?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
But we took it slow and we both know

It shoulda been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/a-rocket-to-the-moon-lyrics/like-we-used-to-lyrics.html)

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to 'Purple Rain'?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

I know, love
(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh sorta let her when I need it)
That happens all the time, love, yeah

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?

Can you promise me if this was right?
Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to


RADIOHEAD - CREEP

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here


Kamis, 12 Januari 2012

Rumah

Gagangku berkarat atapku berlubang
Kacaku kelam tertutup debu kenangan
Dindingku lapuk terkikis tawa ceria
Menjemukan atau bahkan memuakkan
Satu-satunya yang tak berubah adalah pagarku yang tetap kokoh
Semakin kokoh malah
Mengurungmu menyiksamu dengan keadaan dalamku
Hanya sesekali kubiarkan cahaya matahari masuk
Itupun hanya sesaat sebelum kutarik lagi tirai ketakutanku
Y aku takut, aku takut  tak berpenghuni
Aku takut kosong melompong tanpa isi
Aku takut, aku takut kau melihat pemukiman baru di kota seberang yang tampak indah dan mengundang
Tampak menjanjikan kebahagiaan untukmu sekaligus keterpurukan untukku
Semakin usang semakin aku memenjarakanmu
Kerap kudengar bisik cemooh "hai bodoh,mengapa kau masih saja mengurungnya, biarkan dia pindah", "Egois benar kau ini sudah buruk rupa keras kepala pula", atau malah doa kutukan untukku "Semoga kau roboh diterjang badai, terbakar habis dilalap api, hanyut layu terbawa tsunami"
Aku tahu!!
Aku tahu kau pindah pindah demi kebahagiaanmu demi cita dan asamu
Tapi tak bolehkah aku meminta sedikit tempat dalam rencana kebahagiaanmu
Aku tahu aku tak pintas meminta setelah begitu banyak yang kau beri
Aku tahu
Karena itu kuganti pintaku dengan permohonan
Jangan pindah wahai penghuniku
Tetap di dalam pugarlah aku agar sebagus pemukiman di sana
Jangan juga kau keluar sejenak untuk bermalam di tempat lain
Sebobrok apapun aku percayalah aku tetap berusaha menaungimu menjagamu dari terik dan rintik
Aku yang terbaik dalam kerja keras walaupun bukan aku yang terbaik dalam hasil
Tapi aku mohon tetaplah di dalam dan aku akan benar-benar menjaga melindungi dan menyamankanmu